this is how i look right now :')

just expressing how sad i am right now . so emo -.-''

hmm , sometimes the qoute "life sucks" or "life is meaningless" are true . life sucks like shitt man , i bet you . want to know why ? well , i dont why actually but for me , my life sucks andd so meaningless because i can't pleased someone i love . someone who has my heart . sharil --'

yeahh , i tried my best to be the best for him . i tried to be patient all the time in every situation . eventhough i felt hurt sometime with his attitude , his words but , i get that . he was born that way andd i have to accept it . but like most people said , " kesabaran ada tahapnyaa " . 

entahlaa , i don't know how to discribe waht i felt in words , but one dayy , i'll confess it . bye .

hmm , have i failed to be the best for him ?