sometimes i feel like my heart is broken . hmm , i dont know why ?

i thought we had a very good moment since you told me that ' kite bukak buku baru ' , but now ?

i dont know what have i done . all these while , i keep everything i feel about you .. 

yes , i do love you andd i don't want to lose you again but look at you . how you treat me . i'm not saying that i am so fucking perfect but , i have heart andd feelings too . i also want to be loved rather than loving you . please , mohamad sharil , we stop all this nonsense . tak payah nak gaduh gaduh dah . i hate it when we always fight . seriously . i can't take it anymore . it stressed me out likee hell shit !

i love you andd i'm sorry sayang :(