i am so gonna change my life && attitude problem and i don't give a damn if you hate it cause u made me :')

i'm sorry sayang . u made me do this , i won't be like u used to know me before . u really want me to change , i will do it . u ignored me a thousand times , but i still keep quiet . u curse me bad things , u always scold me for no reason , u yelled at me .. and i still keep quiet and pretend like nothing happened and we are happy . i'm still being patient , you know , sayang :) so , please don't break my heart again . i love you so much . andd i don't want our relationship ends like that . fine , you want me to be more " matured " right ? i will be one but don't u ever regret it . i'm begging you . please .